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Have decided I’m going to buy a camera.  Looking at reviews online and prices.  If anyone can recommend one that would be cool.  Also I’m going to get myself a bike. I want to bike to work. It’s getting warm so it’s due able.  I called a ballet studio yesterday I’m going to start taking class once a week. I love dancing ballet and it’s something I honestly thought I would never be able to do again.  Lose weight it is nice I feel like I can start being myself. Like sweet nice dancing Lexi.  I have felt so lost the last couple of years.  But I’m going to do what i enjoy. I like dancing, teaching pilates, going to school, bike riding swimming, and taking pictures.  I’m going to take a photo class in the summer or spring. I think that would be so fun.  Also my brother in law or bf will probably help me.  I think it would be cool cus my best friend should probably be a model and I’ll her picture. Not like professional but for fun. I took a photo class in high school and really loved it.  I have come to realize that the reason I’m still at solano is because for the last two year have been doing what I thought my parents wanted me today.  But that’s draining and makes me very unhappy. I want to just do things I enjoy and I’m passionate about.  So far my parents have been so supportive! So it’s good and I’m happier. I just need to remember to do what I love and everything will fall into place. :)