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Dear tumblr,
This morning I woke up and my arms were red. I think I must have been scratching myself in my sleep. I didn’t sleep good. I kepting having dreams of being rape 3 different times. At one moment I woke up and I was crying. I feel very uneasy and depressed. Last night was not enjoyable at all. I realize I have become much more senative. People hurt me so easily especially if I care about them. idk what to do. Can’t you just be nice to me? Please? I just want to lay in bed and have someone hold me until I feel better. But can’t at work, then gym, school, and whatever else. I want to go on a drive.
Edit: I love my job. Just an hour of work I feel so much better. I really enjoy teaching pilates. I want to get my degree in biology with a focus in human anatomy and teach pilates. That makes me so happy! And hopefully have my best friend near by and be with my bf. :)
